Wondering

I been wondering
why I feel this way
When in fact all you do
is just be yourself
Why can’t you love me
the way you love her
Why can’t you see me
the way you see her
Why can’t you do to me
the things you do for her
Why can’t you smile at me
the way you smile at her?
Am I that ugly
and you couldn’t even lay your eyes upon me?
You’re through as they say
But why can’t you still notice me
How long would it take for you to realize
that you are the man that I love?
What would I do to make you feel the way I feel for you
I been wondering are you worthy of my love
or am I just wasting my life of loving you.